Hey guys!!! It’s been forever! If I could tell you that all had been well and I didn’t miss y’all, I’d be the biggest liar ever! A lot has happened, since we last ‘talked’ haha I sound like a cheating boyfriend! lol, sorry guys, I am not your enemy. So guys, the last time I was here, I told you about coming to Taiwan, oh yeah amazingly, Taiwan happened and its details are at Selibeng.com.
Before I continue, I am obliged to tell you the truth about this blog, why I have been away for a year and a month, if not three weeks. Truth is I wanted to quit. Yeah I said it out loud! I wanted to forget about this website and delete it and just be me! There are so many reasons why I wanted to stop writing, but that’s not why I wrote today, so, I will save you the drama and just write about why I decided to write today.
The thing is, writing is my escape place. This is the only place where I can say what’s on my heart very clearly without stumbling. I can look at the trees and feel inspired to write, actually that’s what happened yesterday as I was sitting exactly where I am sitting right now as I write this. I realized just how much I miss this place and I thought, ” Tomorrow is my last day at school for summer school, why not write?” Also, I had been reading Paul Washer’s book called, The Gospel of Jesus Christ and for some reason, it made me miss the girl I was when I started blogging here in 2015, So I decided to come back and write. I don’t know how long I will keep on writing, but for as long as the Lord puts something on my heart, I believe I will keep on writing, it doesn’t matter after how long 🙂
Talking of my last day at school for Summer school, saying I am walking on air right now feels like an understatement! If not for this flu that’s killing my vibe, I would be literally leaping for joy right now. I arrived here on the 2nd September 2017 and I am worn out! I am beat, I am bushed, I am fried…actually what I am trying to say is, I am drained! I have had the privilege of teaching and taking care of my awesome k2d kids! Man I love my kids, people that have me on Whats-app are probably tired of me posting about them all the time, but heyyyyy haha.
I am not tired because I have the most complicated job ever, Nope! I don’t, and I am not tired because I teach anything hard, no… not even close, actually I am doing one of the most simplest jobs ever! but you know what? sometimes I feel like I am doing the hardest job ever! Sometimes I wish I were teaching adults, so I wouldn’t have to run after them to see to it that they are doing their job, so, I wouldn’t struggle with repeating one thing everyday, so I wouldn’t listen to all the funny silly stories everyday… But guess what? I have fallen in love with my kids so much I am struggling with attachment issues right now. I am so attached to them it’s crazy!
They are so crazy, they drive me crazy, but I love them so much! For the first time in my life, I am thinking of having kids and multiple of them! I never thought that it would be this awesome to teach kids. After graduation and even prior graduation, I always mentioned that I didn’t want to teach kids because I wanted to be challenged! Good Lord! I wasn’t aware that, not only my Integrity but also my character would be challenged! Much as it’s fun to be around these lovely kids all day, Man it’s also challenging! My character, my patience and my love is always tested with these ones! I can guarantee you that the Lord is at work with me! everyday!
I am not sure if I can be able to label the name of the season I am in right now, but I am sure that God is not surprised by it! It’s always mind blowing to know that God is in control of everything. All I know is that, I am eternally grateful for His plans, that are always better than mine! In this season, I am just so happy I get to rest for a week! I don’t intend on going anywhere… but hey, I don’t know how things will go next week. It’s good to be back 🙂
yesterday we were that young…(Featured Picture), but now, we are all so grown, and we can speak English 🙂 Continue reading “Seasons”